#NEVERGIVEUP

Blogs are supposed to be used to express your feelings? Let me use it like that then.


First of all, i'm not blaming anyone for making me decide how i decided. I chose my decision on what i see in my own eyes. And what i see is that people are being hypocrites. Why would you tell us not to assume things, when you assume that we can't handle? Weren't you the one who said not to ASSUME, because it makes an A$$ out of U and ME. Why would you tell us not to say anything that you can't say to everyone in front of class, but you wait till the end of the day and just wait till we're gone, and tell others how you feel. Why would you tell us to leave if we're not happy but you lecture her and make her stay? That's something i don't understand. 


But the reason why i left, was because I WAS NOT HAPPY THERE. I was not happy with the changes, with the troubles, with the drama. And i don't want to be sad and unhappy there and bring everyone else down with me. So i thought it might have been easier to just leave. I may have seemed self fish but i wanna live life outside of A101. I have my friends outside. Of course i made friends with everyone in leadership and i've had such a fun time, but i was just unhappy and i just wanted to follow his words.


I know some people might think that we're all just quitters and we can't handle, but we can. We've stuck together and dealt with all this for a long time, and we just don't want to deal with it anymore. We're tired of everything. Some people might think that he won the battle, but we did too. We shown that we're old enough to make our own decisions and that we don't have to be forced to stay somewhere where we don't want to be. We've shown that we have overcome our fears of telling everyone how we truly feel.


Leadership has made me a more brave and mature person and i'm really glad i joined. I don't regret joining and i don't regret quitting. Quitting tells me that i can live my life now. I've always been able to live my life while i was in leadership but it's not the same.


The friends i've made in leadership makes me want to cry knowing that we won't be spending as much time together as we usually did. The friends i've made had made me become more mature and they are most definitly what i'm going to miss. They're all great leaders in different ways and i want them to keep believing and follow their dreams. Things take their turns and so do you, but never give up.


Go for what you want. Do what you believe in. Don't let anyone stop you from doing what you want to do. Don't let anyone stop you from being who you want to be.


You guys are all very strong and don't let anything bring you down.


TRY YOUR BEST AND NEVER GIVE UP(':


I'll see you guys later.
Until next time.
Love you all.(: